VW Bus — Chapter 1

[Envisioned as the first chapter of the second section of the memoir of Cheryl & Al’s Early Days]

“Right. You can tell the year of your bus by its color.” The salesman at Marina VW took another drag on his cigarette and leaned against the green Volkswagen Microbus Westfalia Camper. He pounded on the door, which emitted with a hollow “thwang”, indicating its lack of interior insulation.

“So this is the ’78? Green? And that one over there, yellow…?”

“The last ’77 on the lot. Need to move it out, clear the floorage. I can let it go for, let’s see, $1500 less. But it doesn’t have cruise control.”

Seven thousand dollars. Cheryl and I could swing that with the savings we’d built up from our combined salaries. I checked the window sticker on the ’78 — $8769.

“Seven thousand. That’s what we’ve got, cash. That enough?

He looked at his watch. It was 7:45; closing time was 8 PM. The traffic on Lincoln had begun to thin, the evening breeze already calm. The first wisps of that night’s fog tickled my face, cooling the heat rising from my chest as I felt the enormity of the moment – I was buying my first car, my dream of a pop-up camper. I would be trading in my ’66 Dodge Charger, with it’s 402 cubic inch turbocharged engine, for the sluggish bus, unable to go over 55 mph in the mountains.

I quickly discovered the art of its stick shift, a two-foot-long vertical rod centered by my right foot into the floor. Waiting at a stop light on a hill required a delicate balance between the accelerator and the clutch to hold my ground. Despite the stamped directions for each gear visible on the black pebbly knob, I might find myself careening forward in 4th as slowing down in 2nd when entering a curve. Cheryl, who had been driving her own VW bug for 5 years laughed whenever I stalled or ground the gears.

“Haven’t you learned anything? Is this the way you operate in the OR?”

For the next seven months I commuted daily from the beach at Venice on the Santa Monica Freeway through downtown LA to Women’s Hospital, a 10-mile/45-minute nightmare of 6-lane chaos. I discovered the nuances of maneuvering into the feeder lanes to save thirty seconds. I suffered through the frustration of LA’s “surface streets”, shifting up and down every two minutes, the red lights rarely being synchronized.

Cheryl started her two-year midwifery program in Salt Lake City at the University of Utah, and I moved into a tool shed behind a friend’s house in Manhattan Beach. With my new job at Kaiser in West LA, no rent, and both of us without the expenses of our mutual social life, it took only four months to save enough for a down payment on a house Salt Lake’s “Avenues”. By the end of the year, I resigned my post at Kaiser.

But first, we paid a visit to my sister in Ketchum, Idaho. Cheryl flew down to help me pack up my meagre belongings. We’d already moved the bigger things, the tower speakers and waterbed, to Utah, so everything I owned fit into the spacious area behind the rear seat. We hadn’t lost our student frugality, so we thought nothing of driving al night through Nevada to cover the 900 miles without paying for a motel.

Leaving mid-morning to avoid LA’s gridlock, we cruised through a sunny Mojave Desert arriving in Las Vegas for an early dinner. On the way out of town, the sun went down.

“I’m a little cold”, Cheryl said. I flipped a lever in the middle of the dash all the way to the right.

Three minutes later, Cheryl unbuckled and headed towards the back. She fumbled around in my suitcase and returned with a blue nylon jacket, its down filling secured from drifting out by a strip of duct tape on the shoulder.

“Have you got the heat turned up all the way?” she asked after sitting down. “It’s still freezing in here.”

“Hey, that’s my down parka!” I whined.

“Haven’t you got your other one in the closet?” she asked.

I pulled off the deserted highway. I found the green car coat, a fleece watch cap, and oversized gloves inside the tiny door between the sink and rear seat.

“What about me?” Cheryl asked.

I reached over the seat and produced the stuff sack filled with the sleeping bag I’d sewn seven years earlier. “Try this.”

“You want me to get inside?”

“No, just open it up all the way, and lay it over your lap. Like the rug they use on a sleigh ride?”

I’d stuck a cheap thermometer in front of the vent window on the passenger side. I’d been avoiding looking at it, but Cheryl peeked. “It says ‘2’. Why’s it so cold in here? Doesn’t the heater work?”

I listened to the clatter of the engine, sputtering under the effort of climbing out of one of Nevada’s innumerable basins. It dawned on me.

“This is a rear engine, right?”

“So?”

“Well, the heat comes from the motor. It’s all the way back there. It runs under us, below the floor. Exposed to the cold air outside? It must lose a lot by the time it gets up here.”

“Great,” Cheryl sighed.

*******

A little after midnight, I knocked on the rickety door to Leigh’s trailer at the end of “Lefty’s Cabins” along the Wood River between Ketchum and the Warm Springs lift. Her dog yapped over the stereo playing vintage Rolling Stones – “Sympathy for The Devil”. An extension cord ran under the cracked storm door, leading to the hood of her car parked out front.

“Aren’t you guys freezing? she asked.

“Well, yeah,” I said. “How cold is it?”

She lifted her nose towards the thermometer hanging askew over the tiny porch. “It’s been getting down to minus 15. We have to heat  the battery so it will start in the morning. Then everybody gets a jump…”

We dragged our gear inside. Rummaging through the pile, I uncovered two bottles of champagne. I brought them over to Leigh and asked, “Where should I put these?”

“Try and find a place for it in the fridge?”

I opened the narrow Kelvinator, and found it stuffed with leftovers from that evening’s party. “It’s pretty full in here,” I noted.

Leigh said, “How about the porch? They’ll stay cold outside, right?”

“Good idea!” I found a spot for them behind the random sports gear Leigh had stored out there.

Her little wood-burning stove, combined with the rattling wall heater and the energy of ten or so guests, was sufficient to let us remove our coats, and ease into the conversation. The party soon broke up, most people only hanging around to see Leigh’s famous brother the doctor, and Cheryl, Leigh’s sister from another mother.

We pulled out the sofa bed and snuggled under a thin comforter. The wood stove hissed for a half hour or so, then exhausted into embers.

“It’s like the camper in here,” I whispered.

“Let’s try the sleeping bag again,” Cheryl said.

Few storms make their way through central Idaho. Sunny days are followed by clear and frigid nights. The next morning, as Leigh fiddled with her stove trying to conjure up some coffee, I pulled on my jeans and down parka. Cheryl remained under the sleeping bag, her head covered with an oversized patterned wool hat she’d bought in Salt Lake.

“Are we going skiing?” I asked.

“Sure,” Leigh said. “We usually don’t get out there until after ten. No rush. Besides, who knows if the car will start?”

“Want me to go try?”

“Go ahead. But leave it running, it needs to warm up, re-charge the battery.”

I went to the van. Ice crystals covered the windows, appearing like a field of frozen snowflakes beginning to glisten from the morning light. I tried to open the door; it refused to budge. Thinking I’d locked it, I pushed the key into the hole. It was iced shut. I tried blowing into the mechanism and succeeded in getting the lock to move. The vinyl siding of the seat gave an ominous crack as I maneuvered behind the wheel. I stepped once on the gas pedal, pushed in the clutch, shifted to neutral, and turned the key. “Click”. Again… “Click.”

“Mine won’t start,” I told Leigh, returning to the relative warmth of her trailer. She handed me her keys, and I went outside. I lifted the hood, removed the battery warmer, then tried the starter. Instead of the usual quick growl from the starter engaging the motor, it slowly coughed but did build enough momentum to get the pistons turning over.

“Remember to leave it running!” Leigh shouted from inside.

*******

We spent the next two hours eating breakfast, gathering ski equipment and loading the van. Periodically, someone would come from one of the cabins nearby and ask if Leigh would jump their car. The trusty BMW played a big role in helping maintain the Ketchum ski economy that New Year’s Eve Day. Without Leigh’s neighbors living down by the river, half the stores in town would have been without workers.

Leigh had arranged the day off to ski with me. Cheryl, still recovering from the trauma of our drive in the heater-less van, volunteered to stay in the trailer, clean up, and keep the stove going. After hitting the River Run parking lot, we began the three-chairlift trip to the top. Leigh began accumulating acquaintances; she seemed to know everybody there. Several came with us down the impeccably groomed ridge of College, over to Flying Squirrel and up the Warm Springs lift. I found myself riding up with Jim, who worked for the cable TV company where my sister was secretary. He dug ditches for the cables. It being winter and all (with the ground frozen), there wasn’t much call for his services, so he spent most of his time skiing.

“So, you’re like a grave digger in paradise this time of year, huh?” I ventured.

Jim was skiing in overalls and a pea coat; his long blond pony-tailed hair hung out from his heavy watch cap. His eyes  perpetually smiled behind glasses almost as thick as mine. His glowing face broke into an even bigger smile as he laughed. “Yeah, I guess that’s right. All we do now is go around and unhook the boxes from the sets of people who won’t pay their bills. Hey, you got any matches?”

Jim smiled all the time because he was stoned all the time. Who wouldn’t be with the world wired like he had it? As I’d never tried skiing stoned before (and don’t smoke cigarettes), he had to show me all the tricks of lighting up and staying lit on a chair lift. I discovered the first problem was lighting the match; and the second was keeping it lit. Behind our four cupped hands, I tried igniting the joint from the match’s initial flare-up. All I got was a nose full of sulfur. Next I began working inside my parka only to become worried about the danger of self-immolation with that technique. I was getting desperate; Jim was still smiling benevolently. Then he drawled, “Hey, wait a minute; I’ve got a lighter in here somewhere.” He fumbled in his overall pockets and drew out a Cricket.

Warm Springs is a long lift, and by the time we hit the off ramp, I was totally loaded. I wasn’t sure my legs were still operational. I had some Raichle Red Boots, which weighed about ten pounds apiece, some off brand metal skis, and Look bindings. In that get-up, I felt like a life-size Bozo balloon doll; knock me down, my feet stay planted. Of course, that’s not what happens when your balance is disrupted on the slopes – most of the time your posterior hits the snow, and hands and feet reach for the sky. But it’s a good attitude to have while skiing, to think your feet will always stay below you, especially if you’ve been up all night, and have reached that state of muddled euphoria where your brain is having a tough time distinguishing between aural and visual sensory input.

Forgetting my sister and her friends, we took off down the slope. Upper Warm Springs starts with a gentle track down to tree-line, then reaches a short, steep well-moguled face and opens in a long evenly pitched trail 2000 vertical feet to the bottom of Warm Springs and Plaza lifts. When packed smooth, as it was this day, it is a cruiser’s paradise. The sun had been out for an hour or so, softening up the dry hard surface until it felt like the wet smoothness of a freshly Zamboni’ed ice rink. I was not yet capable of the elegant ski form my sister displayed after years skiing Baldy, and Jim was no better, but the sun, the snow, and the vaporous refreshment produced total enjoyment of what I was doing. For the first time I experienced a feeling of disconnection between my observing, calculating self, and the part of me that was skiing. The first two or three turns were tentative, but after I realised I could ski in this debilitated condition, I began to enjoy the run. Meanwhile, my thighs and lungs were getting a workout. Desperately, they tried to send messages upstairs, but the circuits were blocked. I was lost in the scene somewhere, and I wasn’t going to let little things like my shaking rubbery legs or the fiery dyspnea of my lungs impede my fun. Reaching the bottom, I skidded to a stop, landing on my butt. Jim was already in a similar position, leaning back against the post of a “Slow Skiing Area” sign, the radiant sun shine flushing him the skiers slide by.

“Whatcha doin’?” I asked.

“Look at these people!” he shouted, although I was only two feet away.

I looked. There was a rhythm up there; everyone swinging back and forth, taking one turn to the right for each to the left. Skiers of all abilities came down the hill in their own unique fashion, yet the scene had a coherent pattern. The whole hill was wired into one organic unit, each skier running on their own little track, like a subway or streetcar. Of course, every now and then, someone would jump their track, but they always got back up, maintaining the flow. As each person floated by me, the visual image preceded the muted scrape of skis against the snow, much like a jet passing overhead. I focused on the rhythmic swishing, the dopplered ebb and flow as someone passed by. The noontime sun blazed into my face, burning the scene into an abstraction of reality.

“Yeah,” I said.

*****

Our last trip down River Run, Leigh said, “We’ve got reservations for the Chart House tonight. They’ve got a New Year’s Eve special, fixed price at $25 for everything.”

“What time?”

“It’s for 8:30 – we want to stay up until midnight.”

“Great! Will they let us bring in the champagne I brought?”

As soon as Leigh parked by her trailer, Cheryl burst out of the door. “Uh, guys, there was a little accident.’”

Leigh pulled the skis off the rack, and asked, “What now?”

“I was reading, for my midwifery class, by the fire. Which was very warm, by the way. It was popping, crackling, making those crackling sounds. Then, I heard a loud one. Two, one after the other. But it didn’t come from the fire. I couldn’t figure it out. Then, when I came out here, after lunch, to walk down to the river.”

She held the screen door open and examined the porch. Next to the tennis rackets and cross-country skis, the champagne bottles each sported a frosty cap, a frothy mushroom of frozen foam bursting out. The wooden deck was pocked with flecks of a similar substance.

“What?” I said. “How does it do that? Alcohol’s not supposed to freeze at that temp, right? I mean, that’s what they have in thermometers, alcohol?”

“But champagne’s mostly water,” Leigh pointed out. “It freezes…”

“…expands, all that pressure from the carbonation…” I said

“And it explodes. I guess we can get some champagne at the restaurant.”

•••••••

Leigh’s current boyfriend, Curt K, arrived around six in his Jeep Wagoneer. Tall and lean, he sported tapered Levi’s, tan cowboy boots, and a wide-brimmed Stetson. But instead of a thick sheepskin fur-collared overcoat, he wore a thin dark-blue pea coat.

For the next two hours, we lounged around the stove, feeding small aspen logs whenever the flames began to die. I’d recovered from my ski day, and began to recount the epiphany I’d experienced at the bottom of Warm Springs.

“That may have been my best ski run yet…” I said. “All the way, top to bottom – I’ve never done that before. I was trying to keep up with Jim…”

“The cable guy?” Curt asked. He looked over at Leigh. “He’s a real dope-head. I don’t know how he can walk, much less ski.”

“The snow there had just been groomed – like a soft skating rink,” I said. “But everywhere else…the bumps…how do you ski here. Doesn’t it ever snow?”

“There’s a reason they call it Sun Valley,” Curt said.

As we stepped outside to pile into Curt’s Jeep for the one-mile trip into town, the thermometer read zero degrees.

“Why is it so warm?” I joked. The night before, we’d hit the minus teens.

Curt looked up. “No stars,” he said. “Clouds moved in, it’ll snow soon, I bet.”

The Wagoneer’s tires easily handled the compacted snow covering the roads, giving a little squeak with every turn. Curt pulled over at the north end of Main Street, and grumbled, “Why do the plows have to push the snow into the middle of the road? Takes away that parking strip.”

A sparkling mist hovered around the streetlamps. The light filtering down illuminated tiny shining crystals dancing slowly to the sidewalk. With each step, the trampled snow returned a high-pitched crunch.

I marveled, “Hear that? I’d forgotten what snow sounds like when it gets this cold.”

“I should have brought my warm coat,” Curt said as he pulled the flimsy collar of his pea up around his cheeks. “You know, Leigh, that sheepskin one you made me get?”

She grabbed his arm, leaning into his body and trying to keep up with his insistent stride. “No gloves either. Where do you think you are?”

We started out barhopping in downtown Ketchum. First a few beers at the Pioneer, cross the street and check out the Alpine, drop in next door for a serious Wild Turkey session at the Yacht Club, then outside for a bracing breath of frozen air, going all the way across the street to Slavey’s. In Ketchum, you can get drunk four times over and never walk more than 100 yards.

By 8 PM, we found ourselves at the restaurant. Seated in the table, our little party looked grown-up, local ski bums playing jet setters for a night. After announcing the courses for the evening, our server reminded us of the fixed price for donner, $25, and then offered us champagne.

“Why not,” Leigh said. “It’s New Year’s Eve.”

Soon, a silver cistern arrived, filled with ice and a green bottle topped by a cork held in place with a small wire basket. Leigh read the label. “Moet – it’s the real stuff.”

The server placed his napkin over the cork, and like a magician working hands unseen, twisted off the wire and eased the cork out of the bottle, ending with a satisfying “Snap” as the pressure released. Throwing the napkin over his forearm, he filled each of our flutes.

“To 1979!” someone toasted.

“Happy New Year,” we chorused back.

After the main course, Leigh pulled the bottle out, saying, “Empty. Should we get another?”

Hearing no complaints, Curt called the waiter over, and pointed at the silver cistern, the ice now floating in a tiny lake. Soon, fresh ice and a new bottle appeared. Once again, the six of us raised out glasses to the future. Before and after dessert, we repeated the ceremony twice more.

Sometime after ten, the server laid the bill down in front of Curt. As he reached for it, he asked, “We’re going to split this, right? Should be about $55-60 a couple.” I fumbled for my wallet, hoping to find three $20 bills there.

Leigh took the bill, and said, “What? Wha…I don’t get it.”

I snatched it from her. “Three hundred and forty-one dollars,” I read.

“What – that can’t be right,” Curt said.

Marina, who was an accountant in real life, grabbed the bill. “I thought the champagne was part of the dinner? Wasn’t the Champagne part of the dinner?”

“What do you mean,” Leigh said.

Marina pointed. “Here it is. ‘Moet. 4 bottles. $160.”

“What should we do,” someone asked. “Can we pay that. Do we have to pay that?”

Over the next few minutes, we travelled through the five stages of grief, landing on “Acceptance”. I contributed the last of my cash to the growing pile in the middle of the table.

“What about a tip? Do we have enough for a tip?” Curt asked.

“Does he deserve one? I mean shouldn’t he have told us the Champagne wasn’t part of the meal?”

In the end, we settled on 10%, and left the restaurant, chastened by our introduction to the high life.

Cheryl looked over her shoulder toward the summit of Baldy, where the snowcats and Thiokols were crisscrossing the slopes, their headlights careening wildly off the trees and across the moguls. An eerie sight, especially for one who’s been up all night, skied all day, then had six rounds of Wild Turkey.

“What’s that up there? she said.

“What?” asked Leigh, glancing down Main Street in the direction of Hailey. At least she was looking out for cars as we stood there in the middle of the road, leaning on the snow pushed into piles along the center line.

“Up there, those lights!”

Someone said, “My God, it’s true! The aliens have landed – they’re landing, and they’re disguised as snow-cats!”

“Come on, what’s going on up there?” Cheryl pleaded.

“Well, I said, the Chinese need to see, you know.”

My sister eyed me askance. She was used to my cockeyed, but logical stories to explain almost anything.

“Sure, the Chinese. One hundred thousand of ’em. They go up there every night to polish the moguls.”

“Polish the moguls?”

“Yeah. See, Sun Valley is famous for its bumps. They like to keep them shined, so they shine in the sun. Buff them up every night when it’s not snowing. The Chinese work cheap – they’re descendants of the guys who put the railroad up here.

“They work mostly on Limelight,” I continued. “They get the undersides really smooth. It makes for easier skiing.”

“OK, you’re so smart,” my sister smirked at me, “We’ll go up there and ski Limelight under the lift tomorrow. Then you’ll really see Chinese moguls.”

Imagine if you will an Idaho January thaw, with the Chinook winds coming in and warming up the slopes, sometimes bringing rain to make the bumps more slippery. Then the freeze comes, and the bumps turn into Chinese moguls, burnished hard and smooth on the underside, with frozen grapefruit-sized clumps of snow covering their uphill portion. You’ve skied them before, cursed them as you slid around them or rammed your skis into the irregular, unyielding upper surface. Well, now you know how they got that way. One hundred thousand Chinamen, out there at midnight, polishing up the bumps, just for your enjoyment.

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Road Trip — IV

[Concluded]

Apparently Jim smiled all the time because he was stoned all the time. Who wouldn’t be with the world wired like he had it? As I’d never tried skiing stoned before (and don’t smoke cigarettes), he had to show me all the tricks of lighting up and staying lit on a chair lift. I quickly discovered the first problem was lighting the match; and the second was keeping it lit. Working behind four cupped hands, I tried igniting the joint from the match’s initial flare-up. All I got was a nose full of sulfur. Next, I tired working inside my parka; I quickly saw the dangers of self-immolation with that technique. I was getting desperate; Jim was still smiling benevolently. Then he drawled, “Hey, wait a minute; I’ve got a lighter in here somewhere.” He fumbled in his overall pockets awhile and drew out a Cricket.

Luckily, Warm Springs is a long lift, and by the time we hit the off ramp, I was totally loaded. I wasn’t sure my legs were still operational. I had some Raichle Red Boots, which weighed about ten pounds apiece, some off brand metal skis, and Look bindings. In that get-up, I felt like a life-size Bozo balloon doll; knock me down, my feet stay planted, and I pop right back up. Of course, that’s not what happens when your balance is disrupted while skiing – usually your posterior hits the snow, and hands and feet reach for the sky. But it’s a good attitude to have while skiing, to think your feet will always stay below you, especially if you’ve been up all night, and have reached that state of muddled euphoria where your brain is having a tough time distinguishing between aural and visual sensory input.

Forgetting my sister and her friends, we took off down the slope. Upper Warm Springs starts with a gentle track down to tree-line, then reaches a short, steep face (usually well-moguled) and opens in a long steady evenly pitched trail 2000 vertical feet to the bottom of Warm Springs and Plaza lifts. When packed smooth, as it was this day, it is a cruiser’s paradise. The morning had been overcast, but the sun had been out for an hour or so, softening up the dry hard surface of the snow until it had the wet slick smoothness of a newly Zamboni’ed ice rink. I was still in the skid and slide stage of ski ability, and Jim was no better, but the sun, the snow, and the vaporous refreshment allowed me total enjoyment of what I was doing. For the first time I experienced a feeling of disconnection between my observing, calculating self, and the part of me that was doing the skiing. The first two or three turns were tentative, but after I realised I could actually ski in this seemingly debilitated condition, I began to enjoy myself totally. Meanwhile, my thighs and lungs were getting a workout. Desperately, they tried to send messages upstairs, but the circuits were blocked. I mean, I was lost in the scene somewhere, and I wasn’t going to let little things like shaking rubbery legs or fiery dyspnea in my chest stop my fun. Reaching the bottom, I skidded to s stop, landing on my butt. Jim was already in a similar position, leaning back against the post of a “Slow Skiing Area” sign, letting the sun shine flush against him as he watched the skiers slide by.

“Whatcha doin’?” I asked.

“Look at these people!” he shouted, although I was only two feet away.

I looked. There was a rhythm going on up there; everyone swinging back and forth, taking one turn to the right for each turn to the left. Skiers of all abilities, each coming down the hill in his or her own unique fashion, yet the whole scene had a consistent pattern. The whole hill was wired into one organic unit, each skier running on his or her own little track, like a subway or an electric street car. Of course, every now and then, someone would jump the track, but, hey, they always got back up, maintaining the flow. As each skier floated by me, the visual image seemed to precede the muted scrape of skis against the snow, much like a fast jet passing overhead. I focused on the sound of the hill, a rhythmic swishing, accentuated by a dopplered ebb and flow as someone passed by. The noontime sun blazed directly into my face, burning the scene into an abstraction of reality.

“Yeah,” I said.

That evening, after I’d slept a few hours, my sister took us out bar-hopping in downtown Ketchum. Start with a few beers at the Pioneer, cross the street and check out the Alpine, drop in next door for a serious Wild Turkey session at the Yacht Club, then outside for a bracing breath of frozen air, going all the way across the street to Slavey’s. In Ketchum, barhopping is just that – you can get drunk four times over and never walk more than 100 yards.

On the way to Slavey’s, Dave looked over his shoulder toward the summit of Baldy, where the snowcats and Thiokols were crisscrossing the slopes, their headlights careening wildly off the trees and across the moguls. An eerie sight, especially for one who’s been up all night, skied all day, then had six rounds of Wild Turkey.

“What’s that up there? Dave said.

“What?” my sister replied, looking somewhere in the direction of Hailey, down Main Street. At least she was looking out for cars as we stood there stupidly in the middle of the road, leaning on the snow pushed into piles along the center line.

“Up there, those lights!”

One of Leigh’s friends, farther gone than the rest of us, raced to the curb, lay down in the gutter, and tried to hide under his ten-gallon Stetson. “My God, it’s true! They’re landing – they’re landing!”

Someone said, “They’ve already landed, and they’re disguised as snow-cats!”

“Come one, what’s going on up there?” Dave pleaded.

“Well, I said, the Chinese need lights, you know.”

My sister eyed me askance. She was used to my cockeyed, but perfectly logical stories to explain almost anything.

“What?!” he said, eyes flaming as red as his hair.

“Sure, the Chinese. One hundred thousand of ’em. They go up there every night to polish the moguls.”

“Polish the moguls?”

“Yeah. See, Sun Valley is famous for its bumps. They like to keep them shined, so they look sharp in the sun. Polish ’em every night when it’s not snowing. The Chinese work cheap – they’re descendants of the guys who put the railroad up here.

“Do they really do that?” Dave asked Leigh. He’d only known me for four months, so he hadn’t quite figured me out yet.

“Well …” she started.

“They work mostly on Limelight,” I continued. “They get the undersides really smooth. It makes for easier skiing.”

“OK, you’re so smart,” my sister smirked at me, “We’ll go up there and ski Limelight under the lift tomorrow. Then you’ll really see Chinese moguls.”

Imagine if you will an Idaho January thaw, with the Chinook winds coming in and warming up the slopes, maybe even bringing in some rain to make the bumps nice and wet. Then the freeze came, and the bumps turn into Chinese moguls, burnished hard and smooth on the underside, with frozen grapefruit-sized clumps of snow covering their uphill portion. You’ve skied them before, cursed them as you slid around them or rammed your skis into the irregular, unyielding upper surface. Well, now you know how they got that way. One hundred thousand Chinamen, out there at midnight, polishing up the bumps, just for your enjoyment.

My attempt at skiing them the next morning was, of course, a total physical and mental disaster. I had no idea how to maneuver my stiff 200 cm skis in the impossibly small chutes between the massive bumps, which looked like a bunch of white asteroids scattered randomly down the slope. My Raichle Red boots, like all boots of that era (known as the Year of the Jet Stick – remember?), were not high backed, and were incredibly unyielding in all directions of flex. It felt to me as if the mountain were trying to create a new set of ankles for me about five inches above the original ones. When I got home that night, I had a perfect ring of bruises, a purple donut (or maybe a bagel) around each leg where the boot tops had been torturing me.

I became convinced I knew nothing about skiing and couldn’t possibly learn, especially with the big boys all around me who were able to ski straight down the face of Limelight, suffering no trauma other than what appeared to be repetitive shoulder dislocation as they planted their poles in the ice atop each bump with every turn.

Seeking to placate my feelings, my sister took me to the only place on the mountain without any bumps – the Bowls. Great: six-day old powder with a two inch thick breakable crust on top. Perfect for my ego. I told myself I really must learn how to ski someday.

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Road Trip – III

[Part Three of Four]

The excitement of our gas scare had fully revived Dave, and he offered to drive. “Which way?” he said.

“Just follow 93 until we get to Baldy – it’ll be on your left when we reach the Yacht Club.”

“What?!”

But I was already gone, the Beatles crooning me to sleep with “Let it Be”.

“Hey – Hey! Wake up; ya gotta see this!”

“Wha – what? Are we there yet? Geez, it’s still dark. What is it, anyway?” I said, seeing nothing but mountains – valley – mountains all around me. Not even a rock to break the central Nevada monotony.

“Look!” Dave said, his eyes wide with a manic glee induced by seeing nothing but straight-line pitch-dark blacktop for 2 1/2 hours. “A turn – we’re gonna turn!”

“So?”

“So?! It’s the first one in forty miles. This place is amazing – there’s nothing here. No houses, no cars, no rivers, just a couple of rabbits jumping across the road now and then.”

I looked at the speedometer. It was somewhere above 100. I went back to sleep, mumbling, “Wake me when we get to Jackpot.”

Naturally, Dave couldn’t wait until then. He had been sneaking peeks at the map and had discovered that the next landmark would be a spot called Contact, thirty miles before the border burg of Jackpot.

I awoke to silence – no tires, no engine no muffler. Just the creaking of a metal sign dangling from a chain outside my window.

Dave was not in the car. Wearily, I turned my head to see him tapping on my window. His eyes were blazing brighter than the late-night moon slung low over the desert hills. He was pointing at the sign, smiling gleefully, raving some gibberish about “so small, it’s on both sides!” and cackling his asthmatic laugh like an allergic refugee from a Marx Brothers marathon film festival. I decided the time had come for me to take command; he’d obviously cracked and couldn’t even be trusted with so simple a function as piloting a motor car down a deserted unbending road. Now he was probably going to tell me he’d stopped because this was the first sign he’d seen in 2 hours. Just before I flipped the door handle to “open”, I realized that the white stuff coming from his mouth was frosted breath – that maniac was out there freezing in his short-sleeve California polyester college frat-boy shirt. Arming myself with ski cap, gloves, and down parka, I stepped outside and was shaken fully awake by the sudden reality of the cold, dry air. I was at that time half-way through my first Southern California winter; never have I been so shocked by a blast of cold air. How quickly we forget, I mused. Still, there was Dave to consider and corral back into the shotgun seat. I contemplated direct physical force, but quickly realized that, encumbered as I was by my cold weather accoutrements, he easily had the upper hand in that department.

So I tried humoring him.

“Whatsamatter this time, huh?”

“Look, this sign: this place is so small, they’ve got the name on both sides of the sign!”

It was true. And you can verify it for yourself, should you ever drive through the town of Contact, Nevada, 30 miles south of Jackpot, on US 93.

Despite all obstacles, we eventually did arrive at my sister’s in Ketchum by 9:30 in the morning. She lived in a little gingerbread house half-way out Warm Springs Road, just above the golf course. We started to bring our stuff in, stacking it all in the corner of her kitchen. In the middle of our third trip, Leigh walked in, looked at our pile of clothes, skis, and books, and started laughing. We looked quizzically at each other, then at the pile.

“What’s so funny?!” I demanded.

“What are you planning to do with all these books?” she laughed.

If you ever saw pre-meds grind in college, you can triple the intensity they have for studying, and you’ve got the average medical student. We had decided we might get a few hours of study time in while we were there, so we’d brought along several textbooks, as unconsciously as some people bring toothpaste. But medical texts are each about two or three inches thick, so the pile was about three feet high and weighed fifty pounds – just the bare essentials, we’d thought. Wouldn’t go anywhere without ’em, like a spare pair of underwear.

“What books?” I said, innocently.

“Hmm, I see we’ve got to loosen up your attitude a little bit. King! Come in here a minute,” Leigh said.

Her boyfriend, King, came in from the living room and surveyed us. He had lived all his life in Ketchum and sported that odd combination of rural airs and clothing, with jet-set sophistication common to residents of mountain resorts.

“What’s up, Leigh?” he asked.

After introductions, she explained the situation, meaning the books.

“Well, they came here to ski; maybe we’d better go skiing!”

After depositing Dave in the beginner’s class at Dollar Mountain, we swung over to the River Run parking lot. Three chairs later, we were on top. Leigh quickly began accumulating her acquaintances; she seemed to know everybody there. Two or three came with us down the impeccably groomed ridge of College, over to Flying Squirrel and down to the Warm Springs lift. I found myself riding up with Jim, who worked for the cable TV company where my sister was secretary. He dug ditches for the cables. It being winter and all (with the ground frozen), there wasn’t much call for his services, so he spent most of his time skiing.

“So, you’re sort of like a grave digger in paradise this time of year, huh?” I ventured.

Jim was skiing in overalls and a pea coat; his long blond pony-tailed hair hung out from his heavy watch cap. His eyes were perpetually smiling behind glasses almost as thick as mine. His glowing face broke into an even bigger smile as he laughed heartily. “Yeah, I guess that’s right. All we do now is go around and unhook the boxes from the sets of people who won’t pay their bills. Hey, you got any matches?”

[To Be Concluded]

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Road Trip — II

Learning took time; four years in medical school, and another four in training at a hospital. Oh, they let us out now and then, blinking and coughing in the LA sun. And every free day (what few there were), I’d run away, to find some ice or snow, to ski. I remember a day in January, my first year there: 95F outside, just finished with a six-hour exam covering three weeks of intensive lecturing on Cardiology. I raced home, and began to work on my roommate, who’d never been skiing, who thought snow was something you packed around your antenna to show the neighbors you’d been to the mountains (a great LA tradition).

“Look, it’s only 900 miles; we can be there in 13-14 hours”

“Where is this place?”

“Sun Valley.”

Sun Valley … I thought that was out by Tujunga!”

“No, no, no! It’s up in Idaho. World famous ski area – remember Sonje Henie?”

“I thought she was an ice skater.”

“Whatever. My sister lives there. We can drive all night and be up there ready to hit Baldy by the time the lifts open!” Come on; it’ll take your mind off all this studying.”

This was 1971, when Nevada had no speed limit, and gas was 25 cents a gallon. Put those two facts into my 483 cubic inch ’66 Dodge Charger with a fold down rear seat, and LA to Ketchum really was an overnight trip.

“But I don’t know how to ski!” Dave whined.

“Relax,” I said. “They’ve got 200 of the finest instructors in the world there” I neglected to tell him, of course, that unless he was fluent in Austrian, all their ministrations would be worthless. I also didn’t tell him about the great dearth of all night gas stations between Las Vegas and Ely. No matter. I needed someone to spell me at the wheel for this five-day, 2000 mile road trip.

We took off at three in the afternoon – just early enough to get past San Bernardino before the afternoon LA rush home began. Cruising past Barstow, we hit the headlights and started searching the AM radio for something other than static. We didn’t find anything, but that didn’t matter; we were free, with no cadaver to dissect and nothing to memorize for five whole days. Rolling into Vegas at eight pm, Dave tried to talk me into playing the tables. I said no, not because I had no money to lose (which was true), but because we had no time to waste. I did compromise by agreeing to sit in at a cheap buffet – an inch thick slab of roast beef with all the extras – a bargain at $2.95.

Turning off the Interstate a half-hour out of town, we headed north on US 93. I’d never been through this section of Nevada before. I had assumed it would be like all the other roads throughout the West, where you usually see a town, a ranch, a mobile home, something at least every 30-40 miles. But here – it was 120 miles from Vegas to Alamo through complete desolation. Even the sage brush looked lonely, individually highlighted in the endless high beam from my Dodge. Dave had spent his whole life in Long Island and Los Angeles, and he was totally wired by the emptiness.

We had gassed up in Baker, but the neon nightmare of the Vegas Stripe numbed us into forgetting to check the fuel gauge as we drove through North Las Vegas past Jerry’s Silver Nugget. On into the night we sped, slurping the Persian Gulf prime at 15 miles per. As we turned off I-15 onto old 93, Dave stirred enough out of his reverie (induced by a combination of the blank panorama and Brook Benton’s “Rainy Night in Georgia” sputtering in from KTWO in Casper, Wyoming) to rustle the Rand McNally from under his seat.

Flicking on the under-dash light, he mumbled, “Does Nevada come before or after New Jersey? Hmm, I though Nebraska was a town, not a state!” I was all set to berate his bicoastal provincialism, accuse him of confusing Idaho with Iowa, when he sat bolt upright and said, quite loudly for the compact space we sat in, “Jesus!”

At his outburst, my elbows locked the steering wheel; I started to see lights flashing, and dropped our speed a bit to just under 80 mph.

“Sorry. Did I wake you?” he said. “Look – there aren’t any towns on this map until Alamo!”

“So?”

“Well, that’s about 80 miles from here. How much gas we got left?”

The tank was a quarter full.

In our sleepless state, it took us forty miles to argue out the merits of slowing down to 60 to conserve fuel, versus trying to hit Alamo before midnight, when, theoretically, a gas station might close. Finally, we decided that with two more towns, Caliente and Pioche, 10 and 20 miles beyond, we should slow down, enjoy the countryside, and hope the road went downhill.

Alamo proved a bust. The one station there closed at eight pm.

“How much gas now?!”

“We just hit the bottom line – maybe a gallon or two left.”

“Think there’s a station in Caliente?”

“Well, we either park here all night until this one opens, or see what’s up ahead, right?”

“Sounds good to me!”

Caliente sits at the bottom of an arroyo, a one-horse town bracketed by railroad crossings. In the middle was a blazing Chevron sign, giving enough light for the whole town.

“Looks like it’s open!”

“Ah, you saw Vegas. These bastards here burn lights just to keep the juice flowing out of Lake Mead. It’s their patriotic duty to keep the Colorado River rolling.”

But praise the Lord and pass the petrol, they were busy pumping gas – the only place open between Vegas and Ely, 120 miles to the north.

[To Be Cont’d]

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Road Trip — I

I’m perusing some of my old writing, looking for additional material for a memoir-ish book I’m working on. This story, written circa 1985-90, carries its own preface. I’m breaking it into 3 or four parts, lightly edited…

[Ed. note: This was written 15 or 20 years ago. The first page of my only (hand-written) copy is labeled “2”, and the others are numbered consecutively after that. I can’t really remember what page “1” is supposed to say, although I’m sure it is the best single page I’ve ever written in my life. Extrapolating back from what remains, it probably describes a “perfect ski run”. I can imagine, given how page 2 begins, that it snowed 2-3 feet in Little Cottonwood Canyon between 3 PM and midnight, then the clouds parted, the temperature dropped to 0F, all the moisture was sucked out of the snow by the 9 AM first tram run, which I took to the top of Snowbird. From there, I stomped into my Haute Routes, strapped the cords around my calves, and skated towards “Teardrop”, an hourglass chute beneath the upper portion of the Tram. Or possibly whisked on over to “Great Scott”, or somewhere farther on in Peruvian Cirque. Then down Anderson Hill, and into the mogul fields of Silver Fox. The snow is bottomless, I have trouble breathing from endless face shots (I see some fellow powder hounds putting snorkels to good use), and I’m feeling at the top of my game. (For a memorable description of how an author feels when he loses something he knows was really good, see the preface to “Lake Wobegon Days”, by Garrison Keillor. That’s how I feel about this missing first page.)

However, the start of page “2” (which does begin at the beginning of a sentence, though not at a paragraph) seems to be a reasonable image for the beginning of a piece originally called “How to Ski”.]

…The cushioning of all that snow over the usually knee-jarring mogul field had a deliriously clearing effect on my brain. I suddenly saw that skiing in these bumps was simply a matter of moving my knees from my chest down to my ankles and back again as quickly and painlessly as possible. Spurred on by this thought, I shot across the bridge over Little Cottonwood Creek, bounded out of my skis, and raced into the tram building. Flashing my pass at the turnstile, I scampered into the waiting blue car, hogging a choice spot by the door, making the third tram easily.

Knee deep powder, first tram at Snowbird, and a clear, cold sky – this was my skier’s dream, and I was living it! I am not a professional skier; I don’t work at a ski shop or wait at tables at night. Yet day after day, all winter from January 1st to April 30th, I showed up every morning to catch the tram. I figured a job would just get in the way of my skiing; the only true ski bum is unemployed.

Ten years earlier, in Aspen, I’d tried the dishwasher route. At Guido’s Swiss Inn, no less! Guido Meyer, a millionaire European patriarch, was known to bodily boot out any male patron whose hair was not Swiss Army regulation length. He was the owner of the last neon sign in downtown Aspen. I heard the ad on KSNO for a dishwasher; it included the phrase “longhairs need not apply”. Since I’d been on the swimming team at college just before I left in December, my hair was still reasonably short. As I approached the restaurant, I saw the famous sign, “Hippies Will Be Shot” (this was in 1970). But I only had $180 and a beat-up Dodge, and if I wanted to ski, I needed money, and money meant work. As a 20-year-old college drop-out (majoring in Religion), I had few marketable skills. Luckily, dish washing was one of them.

Guido was a tall, overbearing man with heavy, greying eyebrows, and an accent so thick, I could barely understand the terms of employment. One dollar an hour, plus lunch and dinner, and a free place to sleep; four lunch hour shifts (11:30-2:00), and six dinners (5-10) per week.

Despite the lack of skiing time, I was satisfied with that winter. The only other skiing I’d done was the previous winter over Christmas and Spring breaks, in Aspen, with my family. Only ten or fifteen days altogether. But like so many others (my sister, for one, who that winter was setting up her encampment in Ketchum, Idaho), skiing hooked me very quickly. Between peeling potatoes and zucchini, gutting shrimp and slicing carrots, I managed to sneak enough time on my metal boards to make it down Ruthie’s without embarrassing myself too much. But I was still doing my skiing on the beginner and intermediate slopes. The Ridge of Bell, the apex of Aspen Mountain, might as well have been on the moons of Jupiter, for all I might be able to schuss down its rock and bump scarred face. At that time, I was not ready to give another winter over to the snow.

That time would come, I felt. But over the next nine years, it had to wait; I could only dream. In the meantime, I was engaged in a very long and frustrating rite of passage. Most people eventually reach a stage where they can at least present a reasonable facsimile of being an adult to the world. Being responsible, answering the phone when it rings, opening a checking account, buying on credit – all that is important. But behind it all lies that horrid phrase, guaranteed to strike catatonia into the darkened corner of us all where the eternal child hides: “Get a job!” For some people, it’s as easy as signing on at the nearest housing development, nailing two-by-fours together. Others have wistfully romantic dreams of living forever in ethereal thought, and endlessly grind their minds away in graduate seminars on English Literature. Still others seem hung up on “making a difference” in the world. With all these motivations, and others still, I entered medical school, hoping to become a psychiatrist. Having spent three successive summers leading a band of kids on a swimming team to three straight undefeated seasons, I figured I should be a child shrink.

I quickly discovered I couldn’t stand sitting around on my rear end eight hours a day listening to people tell me how rotten their world is or listening to other psychiatrists trying to build an ephemeral, pseudo-scientific infrastructure for their therapeutic adventures. So I turned to something a little happier, with a little more action, a little more structure. I would deliver babies. Now, don’t believe it when people say the only things certain are death and taxes. We all know about billionaires who pay Uncle Sam nothing. And as a doctor, I know that people are being pulled every day, not just from the jaws of death, but from its very bowels, regurgitated back into this life in a semi-digested state, but “living” nonetheless. No, the only thing certain, is, all God’s children got to be born. I figured I’d never lack for work if I took up that profession. Besides, have you ever seen the smile on a mother’s face as she plays with her minutes-old baby? A thousand smiles like that have gone by me, and I still get tears sometimes when I see it. There’s nothing like recurrent birth to keep a fresh feeling in one’s life.But learning that took time; four years in medical school, and another four in training at a hospital. Oh, they let us out now and then, blinking and coughing in the LA sun. And every free day (what few there were), I’d run away, to find some ice or snow, to ski.

[To Be Cont’d…] 

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Which Novels Would You Read Again?

Last December, I read James, by Percival Everett. The story loosely parallels The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, told from Jim’s perspective. Since it had been 40 years since I read Huck Finn, I took the opportunity to do something I’m always putting off – re-read a book which had a great influence on me, my thinking and my own writing.

I quickly came up with a list of nine books I wanted to live with again and vowed to finish them all this year. At first, I went to my library for inspiration, and came up with, in chronological order:

Moby Dick or, The Whale

Huck Finn

The Great Gadsby

For Whom the Bell Tolls

Catcher in the Rye

Catch-22

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

Gravity’s Rainbow

Lake Wobegon Days

            Two more jumped into my head, read but no longer possessed:

To Kill a Mockingbird

Lonesome Dove

I pondered why these eleven had made my list. Each is written in a striking and distinct voice. Each has a story which stayed with me after I finished the book. Each altered in some way how I looked at the world. Each influenced to some degree my own concept of writing style. Each was written more than 3 decades ago. Suspecting there might be a few more to make my evolving New Year’s resolution, I perused a few online ranking lists, and added:

Call of the Wild

A Confederacy of Dunces

Slaughterhouse Five

Either One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest or Sometimes a Great Notion

Hemingway alternatives Farewell to Arms or Sun Also Rises

Lonesome Dove

Dune

Seventeen novels – a prime number, for sure. I’ll report back as I finish each.

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Polostan

Neal Stephenson has been churning out novels at the rate of one every four years or so since 1984. His interests are protean. Early on (The Big U, Zodiac), he skewered higher education, environmentalists and corporate polluters. He then shifted to speculative works set in a plausible near future (Snow Crash, The Diamond Age). There, he coined the term “metaverse”, and show-cased 3-D printing technology long before it came into use. An image has stuck with me over the decades: a motorcycle riding outlaw keeps others at bay with a small nuclear device in his sidecar.

He moved on to historical fiction, starting with the marriage of Boolean logic and electric relays to create the first computers during during World War II  in Cryptonomicon, then heading back hundreds of years to 17th century London (The Baroque Cycle, a trilogy). Having visited the present, past and future, he turned to fantasy (Anathem). By this time I was fully committed to reading whatever he chose to write, and devoured Reamde as soon as it came out. In this fast-paced witty thriller, he cinematically follows a young Seattle techy who drops down the rabbit-hole of a phishing email. Next up: a space odyssey spanning 5,000 years following the incineration of earth by an exploding moon as the few remaining human survivors wander the solar system waiting for their planet to cool – Seveneves. The “real” world not being broad enough for his palette, he moved into cyberspace where the rich and adventurous can upload their consciousness and continue interacting with those left behind. Finally, back to reality in Termination Shock, featuring a mash-up of Jeff Bezos and Elon Musk.

Which brings us to his most recent offering, Polostan, the first of a promised trilogy, the Bomb Light Cycle. Unlike his earlier works, this clocks in at a breezy 300 pages, making it a comparatively easy read. “Comparatively”, because Stephenson displays his wide-ranging curiosity as he disjointedly follows Dawn Rae Bjornberg in her peregrinations during the early 1930s. She finds herself, in short but no particular order in the Chicago World’s Fair, our nation’s capital, fundamentalist North Dakota, the American outback of southeastern Montana where cowboys nurture polo ponies, and the blast furnaces of a Siberian Soviet iron works.

Dawn, still in her late teens, shows precocious coping skills gained from her parents’ disparate backgrounds. Her father is a full-throated Wobbly communist who takes her to the Bonus Army encampment in Washington, DC the summer before FDR’s election. She spent half her youth in the USSR and the rest on a ranch in Big Sky country, becoming fluent in both cultures and languages.

While the story is ostensibly about Dawn and her personal perils, Stephenson has other interests layered within her story. There are hints the two future volumes will focus more heavily on the rapidly growing knowledge and technology which will lead to the harnessing of the force within the atomic nucleus. The political turmoil on two continents of the early Depression years is ever in the background. Characters pulled from history books (George Patton, Richard Feynman among them) guide Dawn’s fortunes.

In Polostan, Stephenson plays with time as he constructs the story. As he bounces among the varied locales and dates, he helpfully provides the locale, month and year at the start of each chapter. Telling Dawn’s tale with a disjointed chronology is a bit difficult for the reader, but works well at bringing out both her complex personality and the breadth of its import.

I’ve always found Stephenson to be a challenging, yet approachable writer. He insists on sprinkling his own wide-ranging interests throughout whatever story he is telling, much like Thomas Pynchon. He does take more care with his sentences than Pynchon, but one certainly can’t leave their intellect behind when entering their worlds. Each also has a penchant for dropping in paragraph-long lists which provide a condensed picture of what is happening both within and without the mind of the central character. It always pays to fully absorb them, slowing down while progressing through the multiple commas and semi-colons.

Befitting a trilogy, Polostan ends with a cliff-hanger. Dawn and a newly-introduced character are riding horses at the end of a polo match, heading in separate directions, promising to meet again soon, “out in the world.” I can’t wait.

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Viagra and Aortic Dilation

On the Mayo Clinic prostate cancer forum, someone asked about the risk of Viagra in the presence of aortic dilation of 4.1 cm.

An echocardiogram is often done during investigation of potential cardiac problems. I have had several done since 2013, for reasons other than concern about a dilated aorta. However, it was discovered that my ascending aorta (the part of this artery which is closest to the heart itself) is 4.1 cm wide. This is technically “dilated”, with the very upper limits of normal being 4.0. The wider the aorta gets, the “flimsier” its wall is, to the point that it may start to balloon out under the pressure of blood being ejected from the heart…an aneurysm. The wider an aneurysm, the more likely it is to burst, which is a potentially life threatening situation of immediate concern.

My own aorta is very minimally dilated, and is not getting progressively wider. My doctors (cardiology and family practice) have not advised me to alter my life style in any way, even knowing that I have been participating in triathlons up at and including Ironman at a very high level for 25 years. But the issue of Viagra use was never raised, even though my FP at least is aware of my recent prostate surgery.

Viagra affects the smooth muscle of the heart and blood vessels, causing them to loosen and relax. That’s why it works to help increase blood flow into the penis and help with erectile formation. That same feature of smooth muscle dilation might be a risk factor for a dilated aorta.

A quick literature search ( Google: Viagra and Aortic Dilation) revealed several articles of interest:

https://www.ahajournals.org/doi/10.1161/circ.144.suppl_1.9487…A study in mice who had aortic aneurysms (abdominal, nor ascending) induced and then were given sildenafil showed that the aorta was indeed weakened. The authors conclude: “Our findings may raise the caution of clinical usage of Viagra in aneurysmal patients.”

https://academic.oup.com/icvts/article/9/1/141/720366…A case report with literature search of a young man who had an aneurysm following ingestion of Viagra. They conclude: “The patients for whom sildenafil use is suitable should undergo not only an examination for coronary artery disorder but also the diseases that will affect the aorta; physical examination should definitely be accompanied by an echocardiographic examination.”

While my heart has not yet broken due to Viagra use, I intend to stop taking it. I am now 18 months post surgery, with what I regard as full return of erectile function. E.g., I have nocturnal erections, and am able to achieve penetrative sex without the use of the drug.

The studies cited above are in the cardiology literature, not urology or oncology. And most cases of mild aortic dilation will not be symptomatic. So finding good advice within one’s medical team might take some work.

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Is Starbucks Doomed?

Starbucks new CEO, Brian Niccol is trying to streamline the ordering process, eliminate bloat on the menu, and return the coffee giant to its roots as a nurturing place to visit.

I believe Starbucks will go the way of Boeing, another Seattle institution, for the same reason. The airplane manufacturer began its decline when the CEO decamped to Chicago, then DC, severing the in-person link with those being led. Niccol lives in Newport Beach, and will not move to our town, where the 3500 person headquarters is located. Instead, he’s been given a private plane and permission to manage via Zoom. How does he expect to engender trust among those who will actually lead and manage his imagined transformation, without an up close and personal management style to match the personal touch he expects of front-line workers? Culture in big corporations flows from the top, Brian.

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Book Review: Playground

Richard Powers’ latest novel, Playground, has a choose-your-own-genre feel to it. Want a straight-forward romantic comedy? He offers two meant for-each-other leads who suffer through an insurmountable split, then re-unite. Or maybe tragic rom-com…another pair, best friends from youth, suffer a falling out only to finally re-engage after one has lost his mental faculties, his whole personhood. How about a lyrical journey through the ocean’s depths, visited by a woman who spends her life visiting underwater Edens, allowing Powers to rhapsodize about the mysteries therein.

But wait! He weaves in the story of an early fictional social media behemoth, which grows to monstrous proportions by gamifying the interactions among its multi-billion-strong user base. As if that’s not enough, he suggests that its increasing reliance on deep-learning artificial intelligence might result in human resurrection – literally, the recreation of the physical being, consciousness, and memory of any and everyone who’s ever lived.

All of this floats around a straight-forward story of a tiny (population: 80) Pacific isle which finds itself facing a recurrent nightmare. Unknown investors intend to use the decaying ports and other facilities left over from phosphate mining which decimated the island in the 19th and 20th centuries. They plan on building floating cities, launching them from Makatea into open waters, free at last from any governmental regulation or economic parasitism. The islanders are given the option to vote on that prospect. It is the resulting discussion which serves as the scaffolding of all of Powers’ other concerns.

Two narrators appear. One, first-person, is Todd Keane, the creator of that social media platform, “Playground”. He dictates his part of the story to the AI machine he has created. Through him, we learn about his youthful friendship with Rafi Young, founded on their love of games, specifically chess, then Go. Todd is a child of privilege from Evanston just north of Chicago. His father is a manic financier who offered little love to Todd,  his sister, and mother. Rafi’s own father, separated from his mother when Rafi was five, has drilled him playing games just as Todd’s did. Donald Young wants to ensure his son, who lives in the black ghettos of South Chicago, will be strong and secure, able to work twice as hard and be twice as tough as any white man.

Despite that attempt, Rafi grows up to be a literary academic, endlessly perfecting his thesis on 19th century poets. He and Todd remain close through their Jesuit high school, and the University of Illinois in Champaign-Urbana. While in college, they meet, and Rafi falls in love with, Ina Aroita. Daughter of an Hawaiian father and Tahitian mother, she grows up in Honolulu, and ventures to U of I after high school. There, she is fascinated by her first sight of snow, and develops her artistic talent of taking found objects, melding them together, and letting them speak for her.

Their three stories are told at times by Todd, and at times by an omniscient narrator with whom his musings and reminiscences alternate. Also in that narration, we follow the on-going story of Makatea’s community, which includes Eveline Beaulieu. We meet Evie first as a twelve-year old French-Canadian girl whose father has thrown her into the deep end of a swimming pool, forty pounds of underwater breathing apparatus attached to her back. She survives that, demonstrating the practicality of the technology which Jacques Cousteau and others would use to open the door to all that lies below. Her story only tangentially connects to the other three. At age 92, she finds herself, along with Ina and Rafi, as a new arrival on that tiny atoll about to be overwhelmed by the 21st century.

Powers does eventually bring all this together, but the structure seems a bit creaky, an overly complicated way of merging all his ideas and characters. And in the end, it’s not clear there is a unity to his purpose.

But along the way, his writing is sparkling. Each character reveals an inner and outer complexity, appearing completely whole. His descriptions of the early internet, the explosive and dangerous growth of monetized social media, and the veiled musings of current day artificial intelligence are captivating. Even more mesmerizing are the trips Eveline takes into the hidden world below the ocean surface, Creatures unimaginable come alive for us. We see dancing lights on the skin of a cuttle-fish and are fascinated by the continuing relationship between Evie and a manta ray trapped in fishing line.

Powers takes care with every person we meet. The unwilling mayor of the island struggles to bring meetings to order. The elderly “Queen” of the island communicates by dance and song. Even a hermit seems worthy of attention. Indeed, the most affecting moment of the book might be the death of a minor character from cancer.

Even though I enjoyed this book and was drawn more and more quickly into the overlapping stories, I couldn’t help but feel that Powers’ editor was afraid to tell the Pulitzer Prize winner, “Richard, decide what you are really trying to tell us here, and hone in on that.”

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