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Chapter 7 – vi

!!!!!*****WORKING DRAFT*****!!!!! Dear Mike, It wasn’t that I didn’t try to answer you before (this summer), it was simply that I was congenitally unable. I started to write, but couldn’t finish it. But I shall try again.I guess my first … Continue reading

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Chapter 7 – v

!!!!!*****WORKING DRAFT*****!!!!! Howard finished law school that spring; over the summer, while he volunteered at the Cambridge law clinic as he studied for his boards, we involuntarily passed from being occasional companions to true friends. I still saw my therapist … Continue reading

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Chapter 7 – iv

!!!!!*****WORKING DRAFT*****!!!!! It took me several weeks of crumpled paper, but finally, I was able to send this off to Mike: Dear Mike, And so my roommate just asked me who I was writing to & I said “my old … Continue reading

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Chapter 7 – iii

!!!!!*****WORKING DRAFT*****!!!!! Adrift in Cambridge, I relied more and more on my remaining friends. Jeanne and Marcia stayed with me at 119 Oxford, giving us one spare bedroom for guests and parties. A month into the semester, on the first … Continue reading

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Chapter 7 – ii

!!!!!*****WORKING DRAFT*****!!!!! Helen and Sylvia met me at the airport. As the freeway came to an end in downtown San Francisco, Helen chortled, “No Los Angeles for us, Janie. The people said, ‘No, we don’t want our waterfront, our city, … Continue reading

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Chapter 7 – i

!!!!!*****WORKING DRAFT*****!!!!! Seven AM, the traffic flowing out of downtown LA was light, not at all the gridlock heading in. The sheer breadth of the freeway overwhelmed me, compared to the narrow streets and cobbled alleys of Boston/Cambridge. An interchange … Continue reading

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Chapter 6 -xvii

!!!!!*****WORKING DRAFT*****!!!!! We continued, that sultry muggy summer, to engage and disengage, sharing desultory days and nights, both of us afraid, I guess, to be the first to say good-bye for good. One evening, Mike brought out the slides he’d … Continue reading

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Chapter 6 – xvi

!!!!!*****WORKING DRAFT*****!!!!! SHOW A LITTLE FAITH Schools fell like dominos that spring, after the Kent State and Jackson State campus killings. All the colleges in the country, it seemed, closed their doors. At the time, I thought it was in … Continue reading

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Chapter 6 – xv

!!!!!*****WORKING DRAFT*****!!!!! Visiting Mike in Colorado, and creating his 21st birthday card shifted my internal compass. In January and February, as I tentatively explored what being with another man might feel like, my own future had become my True North. … Continue reading

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Chapter 6 – xiv

!!!!!*****WORKING DRAFT*****!!!!! Friday, the traditional end of a ski week, found us taking the Big Burn lift all the way to the top of the mountain. It was my graduation day, when I would finally stretch my wings away from … Continue reading

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